Cycling

Supposed to go cycling w/ H & Z, but Z was too sleepy and sick, so I just let him sleep and sent him a "you’re so bad" SMS lol…

Anyway, Henry & I departed from Tai Po to Man On Shan at 15:00 and we didn’t take a rest until we arrived Horse Course Stable.  We rode along the promenade and enjoyed the scenery for a lot.  Ma On Shan has changed a lot and I was shocked.  We talked about things happened recently around me, and it’s good to talk to someone… not sure if Henry is the right person lol

We were back at 6:30 and enjoyed a walked to the Tai Po Old Centre.  Trying to bring him to try on the Sweet Soya Sheets and it’s all sold out.  My heart soared a bit as this was exactly what we experienced.

影物依舊, 人事全非!

This Wall – Teddy Geiger

I can’t believe what is in front of me
The water’s rising up to my knees
And I can’t figure out
How the hell i wound up here
Everything seemed okay when i started out the other day
Then the rain came pouring down
And now im drowning in my fears
And as i watch the setting sun
I wonder if im the only one
[Chorus]
Cause everybody tries to put some love on the line
And everybody feels a broken heart sometimes
And even when i’m scared i have to try to fly
Sometimes i fall
But ive seen it done before
I got to step outside these walls
I’ve got no master plan to help me out
Or make me stand up for
All the things i really want
You had me to afraid to ask
And as i look ahead of me
Cry and pray for sanity
[chorus]
These walls can’t be my haven
These walls can’t keep me safe here
Now i guess i got to let them down
Cause everybody tries to put some love on the line
And everybody feels a broken heart sometimes, yeah
Even when i’m scared i have to try to fly
Sometimes i fall
But i’ve seen it done before
I got to break out…
I got to break out…
I got to step outside these walls
Love outside these walls
I feel my heart breaking
But its a brand new day
Im going down
Im stepping out
Im stepping outside
These walls
(I’ve seen it done before.. i’m walking on, i’ll walk it off, oh i’m moving on)

分開了… 很痛

22:20 (Nov 19): Talked at Pacific Coffee at Miramar Mall.

 

23:00: Still talked but cried

 

23:40: You dashed out and I followed

 

00:03: Started exchanged many phone calls

 

00:50: Talked outside A1 exit of TST MTR and I were hurt even more when I saw you acted like that. 

 

01:15: We agreed and I left.  Heart was bleeding and sobbing

 

There are so many “first time” we have done together – the first time we had Japanese food in Granville; the first time we went to Kowloon Park; the first time we took the Peak Tram; the first time we went to Lantau Island.  There are many more and all of these are the tiny pieces that form my life/heart.

 

The past eight months were a memorable experience to me and I would NEVER forget.  It hurts so much when you’ve to let go someone you cherish, you love, and you care about.  I had such a bad night and I know both of us are hurt deeply.  In my heart, there is no doubt there are much more happiness than sadness, and I’ve absolutely no regret to get into this relationship.

 

There is still one thing I’m loss now.  We had many “last chance” and if you had thought there was something you could have done, why would have you waited until I really decided to depart?

 

Nobody knows what will happen in the future.  I thank you for the last unforgettable hug and kiss.

 

Nov 20
Soony